今天小妹就会回学校了，我还跑去狂街。。弟弟叫我帮他买ext. hardisk, 有点懒，但又怕他来不及去买，所以就跑去帮他买咯。。幸好来得及哦！！“他”突然打电话给我，但无事不登三宝殿咯！！就是需要我的帮助啊！！哎！！闷阿！！为何每次都这样的。。利用我！！和他肯定是不可能，担心还是无法放下咯！！气自己。。下午两点多爸爸就在我去火车站。。不能睡哦。。。

today go to donate my blood, shoping at a/star mall, pc fair....ah ting buy laptop ad, i and mom go to s/kuala pasar pagi...waste so many money again....

a gal will go bec her campus, me will go bec tomolo...so sien wen think want go there...hopenew semester will got new start...hope everything will going good... hahaha (@@,)

today go helo my fren straight her hair...oso eat so many delicius thing like ice kacang, cendol...n many2....hahaha...very happy..."t" meassage me that need him sent me to train station or not, bt most like my family sent me go lo, can meet more time mah..tomolo elder sis come back n my 1st sis will going back...tomolo wish can donate blood, n shoping, just pokai liao lo,....haiz ar...

today is rainning day, just stay at home whole day...so bored, bro accident again...huhu...just tis time not so serius...mmm....haiz leh....just left few day then need go back to t.m, actually i not so hate the t.m, just dun noe y will feel scare when think want going back there....arg....today "B" was go to work ad...

today meet "B" at s/kuala there, mmm...dun noe is good or not ?? dun know he will disappointed mah? ....jz go for drink...mom cook masak merah...huyoh, i feel so kenyang when think of this.... he ask me still dun noe who give him my num, n i say i noe ad... v chat a lot, he alway say i got bf, ask me borrow my h/p for him, ask me the guy like me handsome or not?? hahha...but i n him will difcult to meet liao, coz he work at Kl n i study at t.malim, atleats not like last time p.c lo...only silent nia... at nite go to grandpa house. he sms me say want meet after when i come back from t.m, n he come back from KL...
"t" sms me ask me buy a phone ad, i tell him i just use my bro old phone, he say want bring me go buy one phone...bt for wat?? v just fren, n my phone still can use, i say no need...should me stop sms with him liao, i scare will got any miss understanding...
at nite b4 12.00am, go to see the flower open with mom n dad...hahha..such crazy but happy moment, oso capture tat pic and put in fb...
aiyoh...tis friday, a/s mall got program donate blood, and oso pc fair... hope can donate the blood, so when go t.malim no need to donate lo...
last time got fren lie me, maybe she dun noe, but i still memember, make me cant trust her so much now....so, never lie me!! i haiz ppl lie me....!!!

dunnoe y？ very missing for him, alway thinking for the way to contact him, i noe he will accept my call, but i not have any reason for calling him, except i just telling that i wish to chat with him...?? but impossible i will do this lo...hahaha...nvm, just let this feel hide in my heart...maybe until i die he will dunnoe this secret...need start keep my thing ad, standby going to study, start my new semester liao....huhu...maybe this sem i still will cry, n sad going there, coz now my house just left my brother alone with my mom n dad, other member in my family was going other place for work n oso study.....my house will become silent liao....wish to come back again to my lovely house at this september....

爱与被爱？？？

有人问我：“被爱比较幸福还是爱人比较幸福？？”
我回答：“两者都不幸福，只有相爱才是最幸福”
那人说：“被人疼爱不幸福吗？”
我回答：“如果被自己爱的人疼爱，当然幸福！！但如果被自己不爱的人疼爱，那只会让我觉得亏欠了他，对他不公平啊！我只懂得接受他的爱，却不懂得为它付出我的爱。。。。”
那人说：“那爱人呢？为何也不幸福？？”
我说：“爱一个不爱自己的人会让自己迷失了自己，自己不断的复出，对方却不在乎，那感觉会是幸福吗？？”
这是个人的看法，或许有人会觉得~“爱一个人也可以很幸福， 付出不一定要有收获。。。” 这句话，我也赞同，这一丁点的幸福，背后藏着多少心痛，伤心，失望。。。。只有自己最了解吧！！
所以相爱才是最幸福的，为一个自己爱，也疼爱自己的人付出，包容，心疼， 关心。。。都是幸福，因为彼此的心里都有着自己。。。