future plan

day by day... many thing have happen... day by day... jz can saw ppl more clear... time make me feel disappointed... time let me knw the reality in world... nothing is alway good... no easy wan to be good ppl... no one can be trust for 100% even is sibling... in this world i will only trust on my parent from i start wab leave house apply for university... my sister help me so much... gv me support.. gv me company for go... day by day... i hv forget bout it.. but due to this, i so much thank for them.. but oso due to this, i understand is very hard for i ask ppl help even is sibling... need to independent... all thing happen in this few month.. very make me feel flush for this type life... fren... sibling.... relatif... all look fake... this is reality of life??? so much cruel life...

travel life

last year is my 1st time back pack travel... feeling is totally different then the trip i go before... last year May i hv go to indonesia medan... is oso nice trip... but its only for 3 day 2 nite... but the back pack travel is around 8 day... stay in dom, tk bus from one state to other state.... is new experience for me... from malaysia tk air asia fligh go to combodia PHNOM PENH , visit to tuel sleng museum, royal palace, PHNOM PENH central market... the most attractive me is tuel sleng museum. tuel sleng museum: (S-21) its use to be a high school until the Khmer Rouge converted it into a prison and interrogation facility. The prisoners were tortured over months then executed at the Killing Fields. Only 7 people survived this horrible place. In one building prisoners were chained to metal beds and there is one room where you can still see the faint remains of a pool of blood under the bed. (very scary... still cleary in mind) In another building the rooms are divided into small brick cages, prisoners were shackled and left here starving, to await more torture or death. then from phnom penh move to siamreap by van.. the driver drive very fast n no safety at all... the road oso no smooth... but... sure i n my fren oso reach to siemreap safety.... reach to siem reap the 1st thing sure is going to ANGKOR WAT 1. 2. Banteay Kdei( big tree) 3. Bayon ( smile face) after done... again v move... from combodia move to thailand... tired but v v v nice n good experiens i m lucky coz come teach at pahang, recognice all is good teacher... gv me so much knowledge... especially my fren here...thx them in my heart...

妇女节3月8号2014

今年的妇女节，马航飞机失事了。。今天是11号了，第四天了，依然还是找不到失事的飞机。。到底飞机是不是飞到另外一个世界了？还是去了哪里？？希望真的是去另一个世界，明天会收到消息找到飞机了。。。祈福。。。

昨天爸爸的生日，跟爸爸谈了蛮久一下。。开心。。祝爸爸身体健康，长命百岁，心想事成

被惊吓的一天

今天在学校， 有一个很有幽默感的老师即将离开，所以学校举办了majlis perpisahan。。。 刚好又有一个老师将在9/3/2014结婚，也顺便庆祝一下。。。 气氛很热闹。。。 我一直和乐哈说想吃chees cake..跟他拿了食谱。。 结果她今天带了给我。。很好吃。。感动和感恩他。。。 在加叻的日子很不错，什么都有得吃。。。 今天我和几个女学生谈天，突然有个印度学生来拍一拍我的手然后骂了我一句：“bodoh"... 我很生气，无言无辜来骂我。。我虽然很怕他会突然打我（因为特殊孩子的情绪是不稳定的，也是不会想后果的）可是我还是骂了他，然后去坐回我的位子。。。 这2014年，真不知道是我的好年吗？ 才进入第三个月，我已经见了两次医生，吃了很多药 才进入第三个月，我就被我学生无意的攻击几次了。。。 有时还真的会怕咯。。 不过今年我发现一个难搞的学生终于有所改变，有进步。。虽然他爱顶嘴， 可是我给的功课他都会做，不会把书盖起来，不会对我说懒惰做，不会还没试做就说难。。。 虽然，或许别人不觉得。。。可是这些小小的改变足以让我觉得很满足了。。。 希望他会继续努力。。再改点态度。。就好了。。。

18 NOVEMBER 2012

my best fren was married ad... and other best fren is oso on the way married soon... year by year, then one by one fren is going married soon... congrat to them... hv meet their mr. right... ad i get posting to pahang, oso work there near 6 month... but, dun knw why... i still feel i less some thing in my life... some time dun knw how comunicate with the student.. some time dun knw how face the teacher there.... life hv many thing dun knw, dun knw.... life feel empty...

wow

open this blog jz knw i ad one year no touch it...no write anything...actually in this year ad happen many thing...but why i no write it oso i dun knw...i pratical at mellaca, after that convol...then start my life in teaching...

but this year 2012, is a year i more near with teaching life... i more handle on this variety special education kids...so much challenge my patient, my idea, my mind, my mental, my fiz ...all is challenge... face this variety kids, i so much worry n scare..some time feel wan give up...dun wan face this type kids...wat i say they dun understand, when i angry oso they dun feel, when i punch them heart feel pain...

some time feel myself is bad...so much bad...why i knw they was special edu kids still i cant patient on treat them... actually in class only 4 student... jz some time run the kids home work very rush...until i nd all time stay in my class, cant be like other teacher tat can go out meditation, talk a while....

at nite teach at kids home...fri n sat oso teach at kids home...this is my life nw..all time jz on work..prepare homework for kids, teach the kids...tat all...
feel like very free...but alway feel i not enuf time...
here jz wan share some my kids pic... they are my life nw...:P

一波未平一波又来

唉。。。没水的日子好恐怖。。。淹水的日子不好过啊。。。
做什么是都无法起劲。。。闷。。。都不知要做什么好叻。。。
又烦又闷。。。