today bz n bz, 1st time make me feel tat 24 hour in one day really not enuf, time run too fast until i cant catch...maybe is good, atleast i not have too much time to think too much...skul practical, program, assig...all come together...B alway sms me, until i feel so confuse..ai...x housemate go bec penang, house bcome silent again...feel sleepy, but after sleep, will be tomolo, so scare to face the coming day, why? i oso think funny leh, y i scare for the day of tomolo??

she really is a nice fren, she really care for me...except she, still got many ppl oso really care for me, i know...just dunnoe why, i still feel like our relation are far, got something between us...maybe its my problem, until today i oso can solve my problem...i'm not the nice ppl, tat can easy be fren with ppl, maybe oso can make ppl feel tat i suitable be their fren...just i feel must avoid me from hurt, not bcoz i not trust, just bcoz i hv the experien cheap by fren...i scare...really scare...i just hope can protect myself...

这几天和他都有联络，对他我要装着平常，真得很辛苦！！唉！！功课来了，要选实习的地方。。。但我的好朋友既然不管我！！有点心痛，因为他和他朋友在一起。。。很想去kl,希望真的能去。。。真的好烦啊！！ 很想闭上眼，什么也不想的，但不想就能当这没东西吗？？自己想要什么，我也不清楚。。有点想给另一个他机会，担心还没放下，那不是对他不公平吗？？ 或许，一个人好了，不必那么烦！！哎。。。为什么那么多烦恼？？

今天小妹就会回学校了，我还跑去狂街。。弟弟叫我帮他买ext. hardisk, 有点懒，但又怕他来不及去买，所以就跑去帮他买咯。。幸好来得及哦！！“他”突然打电话给我，但无事不登三宝殿咯！！就是需要我的帮助啊！！哎！！闷阿！！为何每次都这样的。。利用我！！和他肯定是不可能，担心还是无法放下咯！！气自己。。下午两点多爸爸就在我去火车站。。不能睡哦。。。

today go to donate my blood, shoping at a/star mall, pc fair....ah ting buy laptop ad, i and mom go to s/kuala pasar pagi...waste so many money again....

a gal will go bec her campus, me will go bec tomolo...so sien wen think want go there...hopenew semester will got new start...hope everything will going good... hahaha (@@,)

today go helo my fren straight her hair...oso eat so many delicius thing like ice kacang, cendol...n many2....hahaha...very happy..."t" meassage me that need him sent me to train station or not, bt most like my family sent me go lo, can meet more time mah..tomolo elder sis come back n my 1st sis will going back...tomolo wish can donate blood, n shoping, just pokai liao lo,....haiz ar...

today is rainning day, just stay at home whole day...so bored, bro accident again...huhu...just tis time not so serius...mmm....haiz leh....just left few day then need go back to t.m, actually i not so hate the t.m, just dun noe y will feel scare when think want going back there....arg....today "B" was go to work ad...