cant sleep....

today wake up early, cant sleep well at night...worry for my green tea and coffee, the stock still left, n i want go for study ad...working without any salary, just got the coffee and green tea....sad....oso worry for going bec to study, worry for money, worry for many2 thing...suddenly got so many thing to worry... yesterday night " t" sms me , i ask who are ? coz i change my phone, and his number was gone, unsave... i dun know who r him, then he say will buy a phone for me... but for wat?? if i accept tat mean i have debt him...i really feel i and XX is totally different...she ask me go out with "T" , ask "T" buy everything, but y?? i will like i debt him, i just use him only...i cant...except i n him not only a fren, then i will do tat...but now, NO ...i will not do this.... just i not understand, is me got problem or she ?? or maybe my thinking is too konservatif...nvm, tat me.... but i noe, i and "T" will be the impossible....tat y i dun want use his money....

mmm...just left few day i will going bec to study, i so scare for going bec, n i noe i cant escape for going there except i meet a big problem make me cant going bec....dun noe when can come bec agin?? my mood so down today, until no mood to talking with everyone....sad...(@@)